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Who Am I?
(I'm not who you think I am)
What a strange question.  Who am I?  I honestly don't know.  I have found myself plummeting towards what we call the earth at more than a acceleration of -9.80m/s^2.  (For all you folks not in Physics, that's the acceleration of gravity headed downwards.)  I am reaching a crossroads where I feel like I need to re-establish myself as a person, because I have no idea where I'm at in this moment.  I thought that I loved him, but then he seemed to reject me (if just unconsiously) and that cloud that I was once perched upon has dropped me like a raindrop falls to the ground, without the pomp and circumstance.  There's nothing for me to be satisfied with, yet, this site in itself ought to be everybody but me.  I am an enigma that even I don't understand--perhaps because I choose not to be understood, yet I feel some obligation to the world that brought me here to begin with...
There have been a lot of people who have come and go in my life, some good and some bad, but I guess everything's just another learning experience right?  There have also been a lot of things that I've wanted to do and haven't been able to do and there have been a lot of things that I have done that I wished I hadn't.  Nobody, including me, really understands my thought process and I think that maybe that's for the better.  I figure that I'll understand it some day, but in the meantime, I just wallow in my own confusion...
If You really want to know more click the link to reach my LiveJournal.  Its updated frequently and gives you a good idea about my thought process...whatever that may be...
The World According To Alyssa

And now, Nikki...along with some other folks I like to call my friends...

This isn't me, but it's a picture of my friend Nikki, who hates it when there are funny pictures of her lying around...hehe...I got you now Nikki!

grainy picture yes, and I'm sure Nic is really regretting sending it to me.  (He would be the guy on the left)  He's kinda like my twin, although the fact that he's definitely NOT Filipino and is a year older than me really seems to make that point moot.  In any case, he knows what I mean even if the rest of the world doesn't.

Yeah, okay so this is a random picture...I'm quite aware of that, but I mean, they're lawn chairs at the bottom of a pool!  Isn't plastic/metal supposed to float?!

Besides that, I'm just your average teenager who listens to Frank Sinatra and Dean Martin (dude, the Rat Pack was, like, totally the bomb!)  I'm going into my senior year at Bonita Vista High, and hopefully I'll get my act together in time to save the marbles that are still rattling around in my head (that is proportional to the rest of my body).  

I also am a music fiend and I listen to everything (including some forms of country music).  Here's some of my all time favorites:

Dean Martin - Mambo Italiano
Village People - Kung Fu Fighting
Creedance Clearwater Revival - Fortunate Son
Aerosmith - Dream On
Aerosmith - Angel
Sugar Ray - When It's Over
Chaka Khan - I Feel For You
Mariah Carey - I'll Be There
Save Ferris - Mistaken
Third Eye Blind - Motorcycle Driveby
Marvin Gaye - Let's Get It On
The Wise Guys - Start The Commotion
New Found Glory - Eyesore
Blink 182 - M&M
New Found Glory - Hit Or Miss
Frank Sinatra - I Don't Dance
Frank Sinatra - My Way
Frank Sinatra - The Lady Is A Tramp
Dean Martin - Volare
Dean Martin - That's Amore
Ella Fitzgerald/Louis Armstrong - Let's Call The Whole Thing Off
Mariah Carey - Loverboy
Mariah Carey - Can't Let Go
Nelly - Batter Up
Frank Sinatra - New York New York
Alien Ant Farm - Smooth Criminal
U2 - With Or Without You

and those are just the ones I can remember off the top of my head!

Also, apparently I am a

isn't that just fabulous?  :p  (I'm kidding of course.)


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