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| Just One More Reason |
| It isn't easy for me |
| to admit to what I wish |
| I were and |
| It doesn't make it easier |
| When I think I"m sure |
| But i'm really not. |
| Things become so complicated |
| So quickly-- |
| I just can't explain |
| my pride gets in the way |
| Of the things that I need |
| the most |
| trying to hide what |
| it is I feel |
| I live a double life |
| And the longer I live this way |
| The harder it gets. |
| for me to assimilate |
| This insecurity tears at |
| me; and makes me |
| More vulnerable to |
| pushing away what I |
| keep looking for |
| I don't know how |
| much longer |
| I can hold this up |
| the situation becomes |
| heavier the more I deny |
| it;-- |
| But I'm so scared. |