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Just One More Reason
It isn't easy for me
to admit to what I wish
I were and
It doesn't make it easier
When I think I"m sure
But i'm really not.
Things become so complicated
So quickly--
I just can't explain
my pride gets in the way
Of the things that I need
the most
trying to hide what
it is I feel
I live a double life
And the longer I live this way
The harder it gets.
for me to assimilate
This insecurity tears at
me; and makes me
More vulnerable to
pushing away what I
keep looking for
I don't know how
much longer
I can hold this up
the situation becomes
heavier the more I deny
But I'm so scared.

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