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I surrender myself to the moment
amidst everything I've ever dreamt
Living within the confines of my heart
And the nightmares of my mind
Running away from reality
and overly embracing fantasy
Turns the psychoanalysis upside down
Confusing my schizophrenic demeanor
To believe something that
Doesn't really exist anymore
wondering inside my head
Taking action outside
Rethinking then regretting
The ideas I've just followed through
They don't seem to be irrational
Until after the consequences
Reveal themselves to me
And my heart's been crushed
There's just no turning back anymore
I don't know where my head is
But there's no more distinction
Between love and hate
Dream and reality.