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I Had Nothing To Do
I surrender myself to the moment
amidst everything I've ever dreamt
Living within the confines of my heart
And the nightmares of my mind

Running away from reality
and overly embracing fantasy
Turns the psychoanalysis upside down
Confusing my schizophrenic demeanor
To believe something that
Doesn't really exist anymore
wondering inside my head
Taking action outside
Rethinking then regretting
The ideas I've just followed through
They don't seem to be irrational
Until after the consequences
Reveal themselves to me
And my heart's been crushed
There's just no turning back anymore
I don't know where my head is
But there's no more distinction
Between love and hate
Dream and reality.

Judgment   |   Sophomore Vocabulary   |   I Dislike Milk   |   Funny, I Didn't Know It'd End Like This   |   Rethinking A Life Wasted   |   Pessimist   |   Briefly   |   Freshman Year   |   I'm Too Old For This   |   Disbelief is a Notion   |   Whatever You're Looking For   |   A House Isn't A Home   |   Just One More Reason   |   Guest Star   |   All Right Already   |   Damn...who's Gary?   |   When Dreams Go Bad   |   Selfish   |   I Had Nothing To Do   |   Is It Time?   |   Dammit Another One!   |   One Last Goodbye   |   Something To Think About   |   Well This Is The End   |   Case Of Mistaken Identity   |   Insomniac's Dream   |   Take Me Out To The Ballpark...   |   And You Thought That It Would Last   |   Frustration Is A Virtue   |   Altered State   |   Too Quiet To Be Healthy   |   Lies vs. Love   |   Something's Got To Give   |   I Tried   |   I'll Never Know   |   Wanting You More   |   Ruined   |   Did I Disappoint You?   |   Well   |   Insane Sanity
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